Sunday, March 1, 2009
My mediation is next week and I am starting to get nervous already and I dont know why. I have been longing for this day to come but this morning when I woke up and realized it was March, I started to get jitters. I am starting to have second thoughts about going through with the mediation just to avoid the butterflies in my stomach but I wont dare take the weak road and just simply agree to his "outside agreement". It's is 11 days away and I feel like this is going to be the fastest 11 days I have experienced. I just need to mentally prepare myself for the worse and I should be ok....right??